Good vibes only.

♫ Daya — "Hide Away"

I've been telling myself that I wanted to be more patient; in handling crisis, in dealing with ridiculous people and in facing irrelevant dramas but let's just be honest - everyone has their own limit. I think I'm almost reaching my boiling point. Yes, just almost. But still.

I seriously don't get it why some people have to be so freaking judgmental and bitter about the way other people live their lives like; how is that your bloody problem? If you were so genuinely concerned with their choices in their lives, why can't you just go up to them and tell it to their face? Whatever that may be; advise them, warn them, remind them. Whatever the heck you've been saying to other people lah, why can't you just say it to that person's face instead? I apologize in advance for my minah side taking over this post but I'm sure the tone suits this whole theme.

Like you wanna hate someone so much to the point that you need to make other people hate that person too? Why the heck would you do that, WHY? You find joy and pleasure in hating people? Go ahead and make yourself happy that way but what makes you think I would want to be part of it? It baffles me to the point that I question your day-to-day excuse of living your existence.

I just want to ask you one question: have you ever wondered why were you so bitter about everyone else's life and why is it that whenever someone does something (doesn't matter whether it's a bad/good thing), you would only see the negative parts of it? Have you ever asked yourself why do you have this toxic attitude in yourself? Just sit back and ask this question to yourself. Once is not enough because you might just ignore my instruction to ask yourself this question but read this again and ask yourself why. WHY.

It's just so frustrating because I kind of feel sorry for this kind of people, it seems that they are so unhappy with their lives that they need to find the problem in other people's lives just to make themselves feel better. My goodness, don't you feel pathetic? At all? For once, at least? Not at all? Oh lord, then there must be something terribly wrong with your conscience.

Instead of pointing out other people's mistakes and discussing it with another different set of people (which is a lifeless routine to do so please be ashamed of yourself), why can't you just spend more time in bettering your life and fixing the broken parts of it? Like, kesian lah you know - for you to make a hobby out of other people's so-called imperfect lives which are all clearly different on so many levels with yours.

If you think it's okay and it's harmful for you to do so, it's okay it's fine I get it you can't really change something that has been instilled in you for so long but do me a favour okay? Stay the hell out of my face. Thank you.