This is my time.

♫ Aurora — "Half The World Away"

Everything reeks of death as of late, especially with all the killing spree making headlines on the news but we could also see the tragic death of everyone's common sense. I know we are all brought up in our own ways but I don't think it's rocket science to at least try to instil some common sense unto yourself, isn't it so? Sometimes I expect too much from people; I won't deny that.

I have so many things to write but I always end up forgetting what to write. For example when I see something bothersome happens right in front of me and I couldn't say anything because if I did, I would be rude - I would try to just express it through my writings. It doesn't work all the time because sometimes there would still be leftovers of this annoyance in me that requires me to confront the source of the negative feeling I was having so imagine not being able to write about it at all. I'd suffocate myself, that's for sure. A few days ago I was faced with this scenario where I should have been preparing a counter-attack but I stepped back and took a deep breath instead. I just don't want to eat my own words but yet, it still bothers me. It bothers me so much I find it rather hard to not rant it here instead. This is me trying to be careful with my words, just so you know.

I should probably start doing things that I told myself to never do like for instance: have a proper planning; which requires me to plan ahead where I would need to start writing them down and for that I would need a tangible journal to accompany me to everywhere. But oh goodness, it's so hard to just decide on what kind of journal should I get. That my friends, is just another excuse to not do this. Ever.

I can't believe it's almost 2016 (are you kidding me? When did that happen?) and we're already in the midst of wrapping everything up. I feel like wrapping my life up too but I know I should be fortunate to be given all these chances to be alive but I was just being dramatic so don't get me wrong. I need to try to narrow down my thoughts so I could write better but nope, I have zero effort in trying to practice such thing.

I feel like the days of my common sense are numbered too so I won't be surprised if this post is actually an advance post from my future self addressing just how stupid I was to not have ample common sense OK that's enough.

I'm beginning to like typing OK instead of okay now I don't even know why I feel the need to include that here. Whatever bro, I'll try to write a meaningful post the next time around. Bye.