Almost concluding

I can't believe the year is ending. So much had happened in the course of two weeks and so many things are waiting to happen too. End of the year should feel like the end of year; fun times and more resting than working but I don't think this year's December is going to be the same.

Looking back at my planner, there are only a few blank pages left for me to fill. It's going to be a crazy end to a somewhat crazy year but I am still trying to be okay with all these changes. Wow, it sure does take a lot of time, yes?

It has been awhile since I last had the weekend to myself and my fore<3er partner because we have been caught up with so many things - me, especially since I'm bad at saying no to events. Sansan has been very lovely in accommodating my schedule because seriously, I really need our time - just the two of us but checking back on my planner, it's going to be awhile before that could actually happen. But it's okay. Let's just endure it with a beautiful patience, shall we?

I think one of the reasons as to why I'm dreading the coming hectic weekends is because I don't like plane rides. I mean I love being in different places for so many different reasons but I don't like the plane rides at all. And to be honest, I have been neglecting a lot of things since I've started focusing on trying to make things perfect.

I really need to let loose a bit. I've been abandoning cooking for quite sometime too and it's crazy because I love cooking! It's my favourite time of the day because I get to be quiet with my mind for few hours. 

To tell you the truth, I'm feeling rather uninspired right now and it's really bad because I really need to be more than inspired. I need to be able to pull through and just finish the year with a bang!

Also because I don't want to have my 2017 excess in tow when I enter the new year soon. Let's do this!