500 days of Sunshine.

♫ Tegan & Sara — "Back In Your Head"

Disclaimer: Even a lifelong supply of macaroni and cheese wouldn't be able to surpass the amount of cheesiness in this post so please be prepared to barf or you can save all the trouble and stop reading now.

I had no idea when did we really start. Our already amazing friendship with each other in the past few years somehow managed to blind us from the transition that we went through without even being aware of it. You are going to read a few things that you might not know before but let's just pretend I'm only talking to myself here, shall we?

The count to today started when I first started writing about/to you. You knew that; of course, but did you know why I started writing on that date when I could have written about you way earlier? Well. I didn't know I was starting to have this more-than-a-friend kind of feeling for you until on one particular night you told me this:

"I don't want to lose you,"

And then it hit me. I was there for you all along and you know that. You have been there for me all these years whenever I needed a place to turn to and never did the fear of losing one another occur to us because why? Because friends don't need to address such thing verbally. And then it dawned on me — I too, was afraid of losing you.

But enough about that. I'm dedicating this post to your awesomeness so let's appreciate this moment because you know how much I hate baring this side of me to the world.

I just want to say a gazillion of thank yous to you for coping with me for the past 500 days (and more) despite my crazy antics, my dark episodes, my ugly days and my annoying persona. I wanna thank you for your obsession towards me because you know it's a two-way thing lol and thank you for always, always, and always, tolerating my late night cravings and my weekend adventures. Thank you for having faith in me especially when I had none for myself. Thank you for sticking around when I have given you so many reasons to leave.

I have never been happier, and I know it's an understatement. I am forever thankful for your capability of taking care of this one chaotic woman because God knows I could be a bloody hurricane if I wanted to. Thank you for never failing to make me feel nothing less than beautiful. Thank you for your hourly I love yous that I know I could never get tired of hearing. Thank you for being able to calm me down when I'm about to lose my patience and especially when I'm angry while being bloody hungry.

I know I could have said this to you in your face but I'm sure if I did, my short attention span won't allow me to address these matters one by one so by this, I hope it'd be easier for you to understand.

Thank you for turning our friendship to my most favourite one, thank you for laughing at all my jokes. I'm so grateful that we could talk about literally everything to the point that there could no longer be any more secrets between us. I'm so grateful for your presence for it has definitely made me a better person.

Also thank you for getting used to my weird eating habits, thank you for all the love notes you left behind for me. Thank you for all the little things that you remember about me especially the ones I had no idea you knew. Thanks for always meeting me halfway in everything. You're the best thing ever!

After me, of course. Lol.
Happy 500 days, Sunshine. I love you!